I get around 45 minutes of sleep per day due to my insomnia and every god damn day I have to hear my parents blame ME for it

Why do you have these disorders, this is all your fault, yadda yadda well whatever it’s gotten to a point where my own classmates and teachers ask “Do you get any sleep at home?” in all seriousness and I’m unbelievably stressed I’m gonna go pass out now because I don’t want to deal with these abusive shits